Maybe that is why I can’t ever go back to you. I'v too many words to tell how much u mean to me but they are just words. My actions proved the opposite. I’m forever finding love to replace the one u place in me. i was cruel. i admit that. i gave u love yet i took it away. i had to take away something beautiful because I’m selfish n care too much abt myself I can't erase u from my past i cant delete u from my mind all i can do is say goodbye i cant pretend u were never here i cant fake like it didnt hurt when u disappeared i refuse to use a fake old grin but then again I’ll never win. I cant pretend that I don’t care i cant pretend that you are near so i guess ill just pretend to say goodbye